Hello everyone! I’ve got a few moments here at the library and thought I’d give an update. It’s been a tough few months here. We moved in with my sister and brother-in-law and have been desperately searching for jobs. We haven’t gotten pregnant, though I’m currently waiting to find out. We have had some good news. Our cousin is pregnant again. With twins! *Scratch that. As I was writing this, I got the update, it’s TRIPLETS! And naturally! They’re all four doing good and I know our cousin is just thrilled.
It’s so crazy, thinking that she’s gonna be a momma soon. Not because she’s not perfect for the job – because she is – but because of all the trouble she’s been through lately. She’s been so blessed.
So, onto my news. The hubs finally got a job working at Wal-Mart. No, it’s not his ideal job, but it’s something he can do and be good at. And, more importantly, it’s a job that will transfer him in 6 months. At that time, we’re planning on moving to KY to be near them. We’ve discovered that Alabama is not for us. I blame the hubs – he’s gotten me addicted to the cold during winter and snow, lol. So, we’re gonna move there and see if that’s the place for us. I wanted to be able to move only one more time and settle down and have kids, but I have to be happy, and the hubs has to be happy, and neither of us are happy right now.
I’m coming to the understanding that I am made the way that I am. I have to find my place in this world and can’t compromise that for anyone – as much as I love my Momma, I can’t live near her so long as she lives where there is no snow. Some might think I’m crazy, but I realized it’s crazier being miserable. Because, when it comes down to it, I’m as miserable here as we were in Chicago, if not in the same way. It’s been a test of faith, but I’m beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Wish us luck. Hopefully I’ll be able to get back to writing again soon. Brightest blessings.