So as I sit here at the house, trying to write, trying to focus on something, I realize that I’m having a blue day. I’m not depressed – I’ve been there and I recognize what that feels like – just a little blue. Maybe it’s the weather – a little gray, cool again, and a dreary Saturday, though it’s only our Thursday. I’m just a little melancholy. I miss my friends, I miss my family. I was scrolling through my myspace (which I don’t use much anymore) comments looking for a gif from a few years ago. Just seeing the messages from the people who I love and miss. And then on my facebook, seeing messages, mostly from Josh’s family – a part of which I feel very close to and am wanting to spend more time with. It’s continually harder to be settled here because I know that the move is coming up. We have 14 days left on our birth control. I’ve got to have a check up and make sure everything is in order. I’m so excited about having babies and extending our family (since we started it the day we got married).
Well, the hubs should be off work now and calling to let me know he’s on his way home. Maybe cuddling for a little while will make me feel better.